I've been tossing and turning in my bed chambers for over four hours.
My bedside lamp has turned on and off and on again too many times to count,
and I've mulled over the same restless thoughts until I swear, they must have cleared a path through my mind much like the dear trails out in the woods that have slowly worn down from being used so often.

For the last three nights, I have gotten little to no sleep.
It might just be because of this unbearable heat...
Or because I sleep poorly by myself.

I really don't know.
I really don't care.

I just want to sleep, gosh darn it!

Sigh... it's too hot to be awake.

But I'm too restless and hot to sleep.

4:00 am is starting to become a loathsome time. I mean, honestly! Nobody is awake, as well nobody should be. But if by chance there was an insomniac such as my distressed self, who happened to be awake at such an incredible stupid hour, there isn't anybody else up!
And so I am completely alone.
And A very awful thing occurs when you are alone and sleepless;
you become lonely.

I am often lonely, and it is not something that I enjoy.
So as you can imagine, being incredibly lonely three nights in a row at an exhausting hour is really starting to bother me.

Oh, and did I mention the intolerable heat that is suffocating me?